Monthly Archives: May 2009

The Morning – News I Dont Wanna Know

i trembled at first sight

it was a fearful hope

an unimaginable hope

a hope for my dream

but she was the hope

my hope -=was=-

 

she was wearing blue that day

as bright as the sky without the clouds

i was dreaming of nothing more than i could have ever phrased myself

a blue rose was blooming just a meter away

i stand to master my creation

i became an architect that day

i planned..

i scheduled..

i dream..

i imagined my future..

as perfect as i could do

 

but that was it

that was all i could have ever done

to achieve

nothing more

nothing less

i was bound by this curse

in which i have even created the cure

a vaccine

but in which i waited long..

too long..

to consume such cure

 

one stupid move

and i fell down

crushing every bit of art

in my plan

in my schedule

i was the pure reason

i am the reason

 

no bargain she says

and no bargain i could have had

just a mere chance

a little experience

 

so i waited everyday

i wished everyday

and i hoped for it

every single seconds

agonizing?

i dont know..

happy?

far from it..

 

it wont go away

i wish it wont go away

even for today when i have just realized

when i saw the bee

that flew around her everday

finally landed for the sweetest memory

how i wished i was that bee

but i am not

i am a mere inexperienced

 

a rejected beetle

a loss

in the air that i could have sworn to breathed in

i still want that blue rose

 

 

 

but how?

 

 

the Evening – Office Calm

i  came to office late for 2 days row rowing rowing.. i tot it was better w/o my car around. taking the KTM komuter as early as 8am shud get me some time to get some breakfast coz i’ll definitely tag the office log at 8.30-8.40am..  but commuting by the komuter would increase daily expenses..

well.. the pros are that i’ll be at office before time.. back home earlier.. no traffics.. get to see more lovely n cute girls in the commuter. haha! [main reason]

cons?.. 3 ringgit daily parking at the KTM station.. rm3.40 return ticket [Sungai Buloh – Bank Negara] daily.. exchanging body odors with other KTM passengers.. cant go to DotA after work.. 

—i’m talking about taking the komuter to work. in case u’re still wondering–

the advantages sure seem like it be fitting that i take the komuter to work.. but i think, my priorities goes down under me. in which means, i pick dota over savings.. haha!

 

hmm.. picky picky.. options options.. need ultimate selection.. dont help me! i’m gonna decide this myself.

 

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hmm.. i’ve came up with something. i think i’m gonna try taking the komuter for 1 week next week or maybe for 1 month, next month.. mungkin akan terjumpe suatu hikmah disebalik segale option nih.

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it’s almost 5.30 now..but  i came late.. so i am obligated to finish my 7.5 work hours/day sessions..  came in at 9.45am today.. so i have to go back at 6.15.. but i think i’ll skip that 15 minutes delay.. heheh!

old ones.. never got the chance to post ’em

 

The Afternoon – Office Chill
17th, 18th and 19th April 2009
i got the most relax days in the weekend. friday night futsal. saturday morning futsal on FIFA spec court. long evening nap. viewed one of the worst defensive show by Arsenal. spent 1 day in front of the TV on Sunday. learn how to make Pengat Pisang at night. Eat delicious Pengat Pisang made by mom while watching Howard saves 2 penalty goals from Man’Cheater’ United. nice one Howard..! it’d be the best weekend if Arsenal had won the FA Cup semifinal.. seeing that Chelsea brought down their most powerful eleven.. to bring down the less experienced/less zeal of the Arsenal’s defensive squad.. i’d say it was always a mistake to put Denilson side-by-side with Fabregas.. and Walcott as the starting eleven.. tho he scored.. i really do think it was a mistake.. he could create more goals if he was benched first. 
oh! and i downloaded one of One Piece latest opening song.. “We Are” by TVXQ.. Awesome! Raspek to the Japs.. slower and melodious version of “We Are” by Tohoshinki
20th april 2009
i could feel the stench of perfume in the morning. by all means, smelt it. foul by means, sweet by senses. i deliberately opened my eyes to see the darkness of light. it fades clearly to become brighter. it was 0700am and the alarms were shouting.. my brothers sony ericsson korn mp3 ringtones and nokia lame ringtone, my Movie Star ringtone and an extra, may i say, common alarm.. all 4 alarm clocks were ringing.. yet the thing that woke me up were the stench of a perfume. my youngest brother had made himself clean in the morning for his part-time job at Sushi King, Ikano opposite The Curve. Ceh! what a bother. my body feels the coldness of the morning added with extreme air-conditioner coolness. but there is a way to counter both temperature.. stack a pillow over your foot. you need not worry anymore. then you wont even need for the Devil to whisper. exactly. you’re sleeping with him. haha!
after lunch;
i have this massive headache. my head is aching and its heavy.. if I tilt a little bit, its like the head gonna fall off from my shoulder. i learned something from the Discovery Channel earlier this month, they say Pain is important to our body. when you feel pain, it means that the body is working hard in healing your wounds, ache, or any injuries. you dont actually feel pain when somebody slices your flesh.. or when a car bump onto you at 1st impact.. the pain will come 2-5 seconds after u had your injuries.. its the White Blood Cells doing their job sticthing up your wounds. you cannot control your white blood cells, it is designed to automatically cover up your wounds or kills off viruses.. the process of recovering and killing off viruses makes up all the PAIN we feel. in simple words, the White Blood Cells are the one causig pain to us.. we learn about pain receptors, its not the pain receptors that makes us feel pain.. they are just mere alarm..they alert the White Blood Cells where to go or where heal. for massive/gigantic pains.. it would maybe meant that your immune system are not working properly or the White Blood Cells working really really hard.
So!.. PAIN is good.. if you dont feel Pain when you’re injured or sick.. better seek professional help fast! Dr. House!
The Afternoon – Office Chill
17th, 18th and 19th April 2009
i got the most relax days in the weekend. friday night futsal. saturday morning futsal on FIFA spec court. long evening nap. viewed one of the worst defensive show by Arsenal. spent 1 day in front of the TV on Sunday. learn how to make Pengat Pisang at night. Eat delicious Pengat Pisang made by mom while watching Howard saves 2 penalty goals from Man’Cheater’ United. nice one Howard..! it’d be the best weekend if Arsenal had won the FA Cup semifinal.. seeing that Chelsea brought down their most powerful eleven.. to bring down the less experienced/less zeal of the Arsenal’s defensive squad.. i’d say it was always a mistake to put Denilson side-by-side with Fabregas.. and Walcott as the starting eleven.. tho he scored.. i really do think it was a mistake.. he could create more goals if he was benched first. 
oh! and i downloaded one of One Piece latest opening song.. “We Are” by TVXQ.. Awesome! Raspek to the Japs.. slower and melodious version of “We Are” by Tohoshinki
20th april 2009
i could feel the stench of perfume in the morning. by all means, smelt it. foul by means, sweet by senses. i deliberately opened my eyes to see the darkness of light. it fades clearly to become brighter. it was 0700am and the alarms were shouting.. my brothers sony ericsson korn mp3 ringtones and nokia lame ringtone, my Movie Star ringtone and an extra, may i say, common alarm.. all 4 alarm clocks were ringing.. yet the thing that woke me up were the stench of a perfume. my youngest brother had made himself clean in the morning for his part-time job at Sushi King, Ikano opposite The Curve. Ceh! what a bother. my body feels the coldness of the morning added with extreme air-conditioner coolness. but there is a way to counter both temperature.. stack a pillow over your foot. you need not worry anymore. then you wont even need for the Devil to whisper. exactly. you’re sleeping with him. haha!
after lunch;
i have this massive headache. my head is aching and its heavy.. if I tilt a little bit, its like the head gonna fall off from my shoulder. i learned something from the Discovery Channel earlier this month, they say Pain is important to our body. when you feel pain, it means that the body is working hard in healing your wounds, ache, or any injuries. you dont actually feel pain when somebody slices your flesh.. or when a car bump onto you at 1st impact.. the pain will come 2-5 seconds after u had your injuries.. its the White Blood Cells doing their job sticthing up your wounds. you cannot control your white blood cells, it is designed to automatically cover up your wounds or kills off viruses.. the process of recovering and killing off viruses makes up all the PAIN we feel. in simple words, the White Blood Cells are the one causig pain to us.. we learn about pain receptors, its not the pain receptors that makes us feel pain.. they are just mere alarm..they alert the White Blood Cells where to go or where heal. for massive/gigantic pains.. it would maybe meant that your immune system are not working properly or the White Blood Cells working really really hard.
So!.. PAIN is good.. if you dont feel Pain when you’re injured or sick.. better seek professional help fast! Dr. House!

Early Evening – extra relaxation

 

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